In tarot speak this year’s major is the Wheel of Fortune. I dunno about ya’ll but I find this pretty exciting. It also matches up nicely with the ways in which people annoy me lately. Everyone wants but no one wants to wait, or keep themselves busy while they wait, they just want to keep asking where is what I want? I am speaking to myself as well. What if we trusted whatever is truly for us cannot miss us and is seeking us as well? That’s what the Wheel of Fortune wants to teach us. What if you can have everything you want but you can’t control it? I say deal. We can’t control shit anyway so we might as well get some karmic rewards while we concern ourselves elsewhere and allow destiny to unfold.
I just don’t think we were given free will to constantly obsess over ourselves and hating others.
What I pulled for our lil collective here is the Star. This is fascinating to me. Deep healing is on tap but only if you surrender your bullshit and resistance. It’s giving the magic you seek is in the medicine you’re avoiding. Constantly I will read something to my therapist and ask can I say this, and she always says you can but where are you in this? She constantly reminds me I am not saying what I think I am. I am often using words and education as a shield and not saying hey that hurt my feelings. No more shields and this is less like oh got to go tell everyone how they have wronged you. No no, not the move, it’s more accepting healing, integration and harmony are always an inside job. No one can give those things to you, or withhold them so we gotta quit walking around like our healing relies on something outside of ourselves. Part of the healing is giving it to yourself.
The rest of January gets broken down and get excited there’s a fun one on the second week!
Tell me your intentions for this bright and shiny New Year! I’m still formulating mine, but a big one is a lot more creative work and in order to do that tighter blinders on to be clear what should spur me on versus what should slow me down. Spoiler the tighter blinders are so I quit thinking the answers are outside me….Tell me yours!
xx. A
